A lot

Wow just since wednesday of last week I have had some pretty long days. And today being Monday is even going to be longer. The 1 year old I keep her mom is labrian at one of our schools and they have a meeting every monday after school. Then monday nights is mn4tm which I dont normaly go cuz i've had such a long day. And the 1 year old as been with her mom for 5 days so pray for me lol. Me and my boyfriend have recently started looking at houses we found two but they are near a flood zone but were going to keep looking. I know were not getting married for another 4 year's but we wanna go ahead and try and get a house since the house market is so good right now. I know it is going to be a long process but in the end it's going to be worth it.

The ending of the day [[thanksgiving]]

I hope God as blessed each N everyone of you today. I know God as blessed me in each N everyway possible. I may not see all the blessings that he gives me but I know they are there. Today was a good N bad day. The good part was spending time with my family N my brother n his family a family we only see twice a year. And the good memory's we've had of a loved one. Please tell your family you love them and not just spend time with them around thanksgiving N christmas spend yearly time with them.

Happy Thanksgiving

<3 Ginger

Happy Thanksgiving :]

Hey guys. Hope everyone as a great and safe Thanksgiving. I love thanksgiving but Thanksgiving N christimas is two of the hardest holidays for me n my family. My sister passed away close to christmas :/ even tho december 5th will be five year's it's still hard. But I am still thankful for the one's I still have left. My brother came in yesterday with his family even tho it can get crazy n outta hand when they are here I still love um. Right now we are doing good I know mom will think about her today cuz we all will think about her. She was just a special and precious person she could light up a room with her smile and laughter. Anyways happy thanksgiving :]

Just a few updates.

Ok everyone here are a few updates. I went to the dr last week & had to wear a 24 hr heart monitor. Now december 17th we have to go back and talk about it. Ugh I really hope it picked up something. On the other hand I am still babysitting and I still have the most amazing wonderful boyfriend. We set a wedding date yay, I am so excited no ring yet. But our wedding date is December 7th,2013 you are prolly wondering why so far away we have our reason's and I am kinda glad. I won't have to be so rushed with everything. I already have a few small minor details in mind and have them written down. But anyways if your a football fan my team ( roll tide) is on a winning streak 10-0 they play auburn friday at 1:30 I hope they knock the socks off of them. And then today my bf text me this morning he got sick during the night so I have a sick fiance right now wow fiance. I never thought i'd have a fiance or last long in a relationship. December 19th will be two in a half years. Well tomorrow my brother and his family are coming in for thanksgiving man I can't believe another year as almost passed. I am so glad we decided to have our wedding four year's from now cuz time just seemes like it flys by so fast. I am not big on the holidays anymore not since my sister passed away in (04) near christmas. When I get sick it scares me. I had a virus last week and I never get sick like that. My oogyn level's are being crazy blah. But tonight I am going to take my oxogyn while I sleep. Well anyways I am goin to stop typing my hands are getting tired and I need to get off here and try and get some rest. Got to go exchange something at the mall tomorrow and then go to the dr. Well anyways please feel free to leave your comments and may God bless you.

Well everyone who stop by my page and reads it my afternoon was ok it was better than this morning. I guess that medicine really helped out. I'm just hoping for a better day tomorrow or i'm praying that it's a better day. I just need all the strenght i can get right now during the day. But i'm still trying to figure out something in my life my life is so crazy i don't know what i'm supposed to do with my life after next year. I guess god as the bigger pic and i just can't see it clearly right now. Anyways off to bed bloggers please feel free to follow me or let me know your thoughts and if you've been though of the same situations I've been in. Anyways may god bless you and have a great night.

Ugh this sucks. Today isn't a good day. I woke up feeling good but as the day goes on ugh not feeling good. My heart been racing and now i feel like im getting chest pains. Just not i good day. I hope it get better cuz i still have a long afternoon ahead of me. I also have the best mom in the world she gave my doggy a bath for me. I love my parents so much i'm so glad they are always here for me.

Ugh i hate bein a heart patient grrr. Wished i could meet more people like me. It sucks not bein able to talk about how you feel with people that don't understand you. If you have health problems add me i'd love to chat. The two people that knew what i was going through is in heaven and i miss um so much. Well going to bed early. May god bless you! Thank's for reading.